Lottie Moss breaks down in tears as she admits she 'no longer knows who she is'
Lottie Moss has shared an emotional update with fans as she admits that she ‘feels so alone’.
The 26-year-old spoke candidly with fans, revealing that she is four days sober after ‘succumbing to drugs and alcohol’ when she felt down.
Moss, who is the half-sister of supermodel Kate Moss, said she struggles to ‘even know who [she] is’.
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In the clip, Moss said: “Oh, I don't even know where to start. I think it's just really important to talk about things and like I'm not very active on social media, because I've been so bad in the past about it and I get some horrible comments about things.
"But I really want to be more open and talk about things on TikTok because I think it's important to show people that life isn't as shiny and bright as it is on social media.
“I have struggled so much since I was young with depression, anxiety and problems with addiction and becoming a model and being in that industry made it very difficult for me not to feel that way and just succumb to drugs and alcohol whenever I felt sad.
“I've been in a habit of doing that for the rest of my life up until now. And I've just got to a point where now I don't even know who I am and it's just like navigating your 20s f**king suck.”
The model also addressed her face tattoo, saying that it had been an act of rebellion - as had joining OnlyFans - and that she wanted to find out who she really is.
She went on: “I think sometimes you become this person who you don't like, know or even recognise. I think I've gone to that place today where I just don't know who I am.
“Since I got my face tattoo and started OnlyFans, I was like, ‘Is this even what I want to be doing?’
“I think I rebelled so hard away from an industry that made me sad at the time - and I just rebelled so hard away from being that person because I was so miserable being that person.
“But then I don’t even like myself now, so I’m like ‘Who the f**k am I?’
“I just need to know that other people are feeling this way and that I'm not going crazy. I feel like I isolated myself from so many people that do and did care and now I feel so alone.
“I feel like I should be grateful as I have so many good things in my life, but I just don’t feel happy in myself.”
If you're experiencing distressing thoughts and feelings, the Campaign Against Living Miserably (CALM) is there to support you. They're open from 5pm–midnight, 365 days a year. Their national number is 0800 58 58 58 and they also have a webchat service.
Topics: Celebrity, Mental Health
Claire Reid