Lottie Moss has shared an emotional update with fans as she admits that she ‘feels so alone’.
The 26-year-old spoke candidly with fans, revealing that she is four days sober after ‘succumbing to drugs and alcohol’ when she felt down.
Moss, who is the half-sister of supermodel Kate Moss, said she struggles to ‘even know who [she] is’.
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In the clip, Moss said: “Oh, I don't even know where to start. I think it's just really important to talk about things and like I'm not very active on social media, because I've been so bad in the past about it and I get some horrible comments about things.
"But I really want to be more open and talk about things on TikTok because I think it's important to show people that life isn't as shiny and bright as it is on social media.
“I have struggled so much since I was young with depression, anxiety and problems with addiction and becoming a model and being in that industry made it very difficult for me not to feel that way and just succumb to drugs and alcohol whenever I felt sad.
“I've been in a habit of doing that for the rest of my life up until now. And I've just got to a point where now I don't even know who I am and it's just like navigating your 20s f**king suck.”
The model also addressed her face tattoo, saying that it had been an act of rebellion - as had joining OnlyFans - and that she wanted to find out who she really is.
She went on: “I think sometimes you become this person who you don't like, know or even recognise. I think I've gone to that place today where I just don't know who I am.
“Since I got my face tattoo and started OnlyFans, I was like, ‘Is this even what I want to be doing?’
“I think I rebelled so hard away from an industry that made me sad at the time - and I just rebelled so hard away from being that person because I was so miserable being that person.
“But then I don’t even like myself now, so I’m like ‘Who the f**k am I?’
“I just need to know that other people are feeling this way and that I'm not going crazy. I feel like I isolated myself from so many people that do and did care and now I feel so alone.
“I feel like I should be grateful as I have so many good things in my life, but I just don’t feel happy in myself.”
If you're experiencing distressing thoughts and feelings, the Campaign Against Living Miserably (CALM) is there to support you. They're open from 5pm–midnight, 365 days a year. Their national number is 0800 58 58 58 and they also have a webchat service.
Topics: Celebrity, Mental Health
Claire Reid