Lindsay Clancy sobs and cries ‘I can’t do this’ as court hears about children’s autopsies
Warning: This article contains discussion of suicide and the death of children, which some readers may find distressing.
Lindsay Clancy broke down sobbing and yelled out: “I can’t do this” in court as a medical examiner testified about the autopsy on her three children.
Clancy, 35, is currently on trial accused of murdering her three children Cora, five, Dawson, three, and eight-month-old Callan in January 2023.
Clancy, a former labour and delivery nurse, has admitted to the killings but denies murder, with her defence team arguing that she was suffering with postpartum psychosis and severe mental illness at the time as well as being overmedicated and therefore not criminally responsible for her actions.
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Prosecutors are arguing that Clancy deliberately killed her children.
Clancy is now in a wheelchair after being paralysed when she jumped out of a second-floor window shortly after the children’s deaths, which her defence team say was a suicide attempt.
The trial is currently in its third week and yesterday heard from medical examiner Barbara Olson, who testified about the children’s autopsies.
Clancy began audibly sobbing as Olsen described Cora Clancy’s injuries and had to be removed from the courtroom moments later after presiding judge Judge William Sullivan called a recess, ABC News reports.
At one point, Clancy shouted out: “I can’t do this.”
Due to the nature of the autopsies, the court has ordered that they not be shown to the public but were shown on monitors in court that were visible to the jury.
According to WCVB, at least one juror was also seen crying during the testimony.
Clancy had also broken down in tears last week, when a different medical examiner was talking through the autopsy of her son Callan Clancy.
Earlier this week, the court heard from psychiatrists and nurses who cared for Clancy in the months leading up to the children’s deaths.
Speaking on Tuesday (11 August), psychiatric nurse Rebecca Jollotta, based with South Shore Hospital’s perinatal behavioural health program, told the court that Clancy had repeatedly asked to change her medications despite concerns about sticking to a treatment plan.
As per CNN, Clancy had wanted changes to the plan and had complained that the drugs were causing intrusive thoughts, insomnia and numbness. Jollotta told jurors that Clancy wrote that she was concerned about becoming dependent on benzodiazepines.
It was claimed the mum penned: “It’s just a very scary stressful time for me, and starting new meds with side effects is very scary to me.
However, Jollotta said that she believed Clancy’s problems were more likely to have been caused by postpartum depression, rather than a side-effect from the drugs she was on.
If found guilty, Clancy faces the prospect of life in prison without the possibility of parole, while a not-guilty verdict would see her committed to a psychiatric hospital.
The trial continues.
Timeline of Lindsay Clancy case
May 2022
Lindsay gives birth to her third child, Callan.
She’s open about her postpartum struggles with her other two kids on social media. Six weeks after Callan’s birth, she posts that she’s feeling ‘dialed in’ while focusing on exercise, nutrition, and mindset, and ‘it has made all the difference’.
September 2022
As the end of her maternity leave nears, Lindsay, who works as a labour and delivery nurse at Massachusetts General Hospital, starts to experience anxiety about returning to work.
She visits two different psychiatrists and receives a diagnosis of generalised anxiety disorder.
Lindsay is prescribed several different psychiatric medications.
October 2022
According to court docs, she writes in a note on her phone: “I think I sort of resent my other children because they prevent me from treating Cal like my first baby. And I know that’s not fair to them. I know that. I was feeling so depressed last evening when Cora and Dawson came home from school, I know it runs off on them, so we had a pretty rough evening, I want to feel love and connection with all my kids.”
December 2022
Lindsay undergoes an evaluation at the Women and Infants Hospital Centre for Women’s Behavioural Health. She is not diagnosed with postpartum depression, prosecutors say.
Lindsay’s husband Patrick tells police she is having suicidal thoughts and thoughts of harming their children, according to his testimony in court.
1-5 January, 2023
Lindsay admits herself to McLean Hospital for psychiatric treatment. She is discharged after five days as clinicians do not believe she poses an imminent danger to herself or others, prosecutors say.
22 January, 2023
Lindsay, Patrick, Cora and Dawson have dinner at family friend Kyle Carney’s home. Kyle later tells police that Lindsay ‘seemed fairly normal’.
23 January, 2023
According to prosecutors, Lindsay pens a note on her phone which says she has ‘a touch of postpartum anxiety’ about going back to work.
24 January, 2023
Prosecutors allege the following took place this day:
Morning: Lindsay takes Cora to a scheduled paediatrician appointment. After returning home, they play in the snow with Dawson. She sends photos of the kids to Patrick and her mom.
4:02pm: Lindsay searches for ‘kids Miralax’ (a laxative) on her phone, and 11 minutes later looks up ‘take out 3v’, referring to restaurant ThreeV in Plymouth. She uses Apple Maps to calculate how long it would take to drive from the family’s home to ThreeV.
4:47pm: Lindsay rings a CVS in Kingston to ask if they have any Miralax in stock. A manager tells her they don’t, but they do have similar medications.
The manager later tells authorities that she did not slur her words or sound impaired during the call.
4:35pm: Lindsay texts Patrick, who is working from home: “Any chance you want to do takeout from 3V … I didn’t cook anything … It’s been a long day.”
Patrick says yes, and Lindsay asks him to ‘check the menu when you can’.
5:10pm: Lindsay calls ThreeV to place the order.
5:15pm: Lindsay allegedly texts Patrick: “Pedialax liquid stool softener.” He then leaves to pick up the medication.
5:33pm: When Patrick arrives at CVS, he rings Lindsay, but she doesn’t pick up. She rings back one minute later and confirms the medication.
5:54pm: Patrick gets to ThreeV, pays for the food and leaves.
6:09pm: Patrick returns home. “The first thing he noticed was the silence,” prosecutors say. “He did not see or hear the defendant or the children.”
Patrick calls for his wife but gets no response. He discovers their second-floor bedroom is locked. Patrick eventually manages to get in the room but sees blood on the floor and an open window. He runs outside and finds Lindsay lying on the ground, according to prosecutors.
6:11pm: Prosecutors say that Patrick rings 911 and Lindsay is saying: “I tried to kill myself and jumped out the window.”
He is then said to ask Lindsay: “Where are the kids?” She responds: “In the basement.”
While on the call, Patrick goes down to the basement and is heard ‘screaming in agony’,
Cora and Callan are discovered on the floor of the den. Dawson is found in his dad’s home office.
When officers arrive at the scene, Patrick alleges: “She killed the kids.”
Lindsay is taken to hospital, where she is treated for injuries that leave her paralysed below the waist. The three children are also rushed to hospital.
7:28pm: Cora and Dawson are pronounced dead. Callan is medically flown to another children’s hospital.
25 January, 2023
Police issue Lindsay an arrest warrant, charging her with two counts of murder, three counts of strangulation or suffocation, and three counts of assault and battery with a dangerous weapon.
27 January, 2023
Callan is pronounced dead at 11.18am.
According to Assistant District Attorney Jennifer Sprague, Lindsay later wakes up and uses a whiteboard to ask: “Do I need an attorney?”
6 February, 2023
While in the presence of a psychologist hired by her lawyer, Lindsay calls Patrick and tells him she had a ‘moment of psychosis’ and heard ‘a man’s voice telling her to kill the kids and kill herself’ after he left on January 24.
7 February, 2023
On the day of her arraignment, Lindsay’s attorney says that she’s still suicidal. She pleads not guilty to three counts of murder.
October 2024
Patrick asks the public to forgive Lindsay, telling The New Yorker: “I wasn’t married to a monster - I was married to someone who got sick.”
January 2026
Lindsay and Patrick file a civil lawsuit, accusing medical providers of not properly diagnosing, treating and monitoring her for a ‘severe postpartum psychiatric condition’.
9 July, 2026
The Plymouth County District Attorney's Office says the three counts of strangulation would be subsumed into the murder charges.
27 July, 2026
Lindsay’s murder trial begins.
Claire Reid