Top male adult star reveals downsides of his job and how it made him ‘super lonely’
Although a lot of people might see OnlyFans as a simple get-rich-quick scheme, the reality of being an adult content creator isn't as fun as it may seem.
According to this top male model, the 'bigger the house, the lonelier you get' - as even though he's ridiculously rich, he's still desperately craving some company.
CJ Clark launched his X-rated career the minute he turned 18, as after gaining a large following on TikTok, he had already accumulated a huge customer base.
The lad claims that he earned a whopping $5,000 (£4,034) in the first 24 hours, which solidified his decision to ditch his childhood dream of becoming a firefighter in favour of becoming a big shot on OnlyFans.
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Luckily for Clark, his risk paid off and allowed him to become the proud owner of a four-bedroom house in San Diego, which has a McLaren and a Porsche parked out front.
Which sounds great, on the surface...but not all is as it seems behind closed doors.
He might be a multimillionaire with supercars squashed in his garage, but Clark's huge home actually remains largely unfurnished.
The 21-year-old spends most of his time filming content with a life-size sex doll, rather than enjoying real human interaction with people.
And although people might think he could easily fill this emotional void by going on a spending spree, the OnlyFans star admitted that the novelty of being able to purchase nice things quickly wore off.
Speaking to GQ, Clark said: "I was never a big fan of nice things. When that first check hit my account, I literally started Googling 'expensive car'.
"Living alone in a big house is super lonely. The bigger the house, the lonelier you get.
"I daily a $500,000 car and it’s just another car now - nothing’s that cool, because everything is super cool. That doesn’t go away. It’ll just get worse."
Clark said he can go a week without seeing anyone in person, confessing that he hits up the gym daily because that's 'the only place [he will] get to talk to people'.
He also relies on his subscribers - who he claims have put him in the top 0.06% of earners on OnlyFans, allowing him to make up to $1,500 (£1,210) in an hour - for companionship, too.
Discussing how he spends several hours a day chatting to people online, he said: "If they wanna just see some hot dude, they go to PornHub. They wanna see you for you."
Clark revealed that he has actually been sucked into this aspect of adult content himself, as he often contacts other creators for the same reason.
"I know in the back of my head that I’m talking to some middle-aged man," he added, pointing out that other stars often use agencies to exchange messages with fans.
Clark hired one of these as well at one point, before realising communicating with his subscribers was something of a social lifeline for him.
The content creator, who said he was a 'gargantuan porn addict' by the age of 12, said he has only had one serious girlfriend, which was a long-distance relationship.
And at this point in his life, he'd rather have an emotional connection instead of sex.
"I don’t go to bed like, Ugh, I wish I could’ve f***ed someone today," Clark added. "It’s more like, Damn, a hug would be nice."
The lad suffered a psychotic break last year and returned home to Washington to 'regroup' for a few months, before a close pal then moved into his San Diego home with him.
Clark is doing a lot better and is still raking it in on OnlyFans, but he isn't set on dedicating his life to it - and he hasn't ruled out going back to school and getting a 'regular job' either.
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Olivia Burke