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Jeffrey Epstein’s alleged suicide note revealed for first time after judge order
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Updated 07:26 7 May 2026 GMT+1Published 07:04 7 May 2026 GMT+1

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Jeffrey Epstein’s alleged suicide note revealed for first time after judge order

The disgraced financier killed himself shortly before his trial

James Moorhouse

James Moorhouse

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The alleged suicide note of the disgraced sex offender Jeffrey Epstein has been released into public view after a judge's order.

Epstein was found unresponsive in his cell shortly before he was due to face trial on his federal sex trafficking charges, with coroner's ruling that he died by hanging.

Now, seven years on from his death, a note seemingly left by the financier has been released for the first time, although it appears to be a first unsuccessful suicide attempt during his time in prison.

It reads: "They investigated me for [a] month - found nothing!

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"It is a treat to be able to choose one's time to say goodbye.

"Whatcha want me to do - burst out crying!" the note continued. "NO FUN -- NOT WORTH IT!!"

The alleged suicide note (U.S. District Court for the Southern District of New York)
The alleged suicide note (U.S. District Court for the Southern District of New York)

The note is said to have been discovered by Epstein's former cellmate Nicholas Tartaglione, a convicted quadruple murderer, who claims that he found it tucked inside a book belonging to the child sex offender.

Epstein had told a psychologist at the time that he had 'no interest' in killing himself but was later found unresponsive in his cell on 10 August, having pleaded not guilty to the charges that had been brought against him.

Had he been found guilty in the federal trial, the billionaire businessman would have likely spent 45 years behind bars, although his previous stint in prison for soliciting a minor for prostitution saw him spend just 13 months incarcerated, although he was reportedly allowed to work from his office during that time.

Epstein could have spent the rest of his life in prison (Rick Friedman/Rick Friedman Photography/Corbis via Getty Images)
Epstein could have spent the rest of his life in prison (Rick Friedman/Rick Friedman Photography/Corbis via Getty Images)

A federal judge released the note on Wednesday, although there is no way of proving if it was actually written by Epstein.

Since his death, there has been a huge amount of interest in the crimes committed by Epstein and his associate Ghislaine Maxwell, with the US government's heavily redacted release of the Epstein Files also attracting a huge amount of horror and intrigue, particularly considering the sheer amount of well-known names who were named on the list.

Simply being named on the list isn't any indication of wrongdoing or guilt, yet both Prince Andrew and Peter Mandelson have since been arrested here in the UK on suspicion of leaking information to Epstein during their time in government office.

If you’ve been affected by any of these issues and want to speak to someone in confidence, please don’t suffer alone. Call Samaritans for free on their anonymous 24-hour phone line on 116 123 or contact Harmless by visiting their website https://harmless.org.uk.



Featured Image Credit: Neil Rasmus/Patrick McMullan via Getty Images

Topics: Jeffrey Epstein, Crime, US News

James Moorhouse
James Moorhouse

James is a NCTJ Gold Standard journalist covering a wide range of topics and news stories for LADbible. After two years in football writing, James switched to covering news with Newsquest in Cumbria, before joining the LAD team in 2025. In his spare time, James is a long-suffering Rochdale fan and loves reading, running and music. Contact him via [email protected]

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